1 00:00:09,906 --> 00:00:13,906 'Tuesday, 19th of November, 1996. 2 00:00:14,906 --> 00:00:17,186 Sorry I've not written for a while 3 00:00:17,186 --> 00:00:19,546 but not much is going on, except life. 4 00:00:19,546 --> 00:00:22,026 Archie's been struggling since he came out.' 5 00:00:22,026 --> 00:00:24,866 MUSIC: "No Rain" by Blind Melons 6 00:00:24,866 --> 00:00:28,426 'Most of his old boy mates don't want anything to do with him.' 7 00:00:28,426 --> 00:00:32,426 I like watching the puddles gather rain... 8 00:00:33,426 --> 00:00:36,226 'But he's got us. 9 00:00:36,226 --> 00:00:38,386 And we've got him.' 10 00:00:38,386 --> 00:00:40,666 'Izzy and Chop are going strong... ' 11 00:00:40,666 --> 00:00:44,386 ... and speak my point of view But it's not sane... 12 00:00:44,386 --> 00:00:47,586 'Chop's having to get used to Izzy hanging around boys at college, 13 00:00:47,586 --> 00:00:50,906 but he's not worried.' 14 00:00:50,906 --> 00:00:54,906 'It's cool having a couple who are madly in love around you. 15 00:00:55,026 --> 00:00:57,826 It shows you that it does exist. 16 00:00:57,826 --> 00:01:01,546 Chloe is a social phenomenon. 17 00:01:01,546 --> 00:01:04,626 I've never met someone so confident. 18 00:01:04,626 --> 00:01:08,186 She's started hanging out with a gang of 23-year-olds. 19 00:01:08,186 --> 00:01:10,786 She was pretty angry with me about the fight with Amy, 20 00:01:10,786 --> 00:01:14,786 but she's forgiven me, because that's what best mates do.' 21 00:01:14,906 --> 00:01:18,906 And I don't understand why I sleep all day... 22 00:01:19,946 --> 00:01:23,946 'As for Finn, he's started going out with Olivia, who's 24. 23 00:01:26,626 --> 00:01:28,786 I'd never met her face to face and to be honest, 24 00:01:28,786 --> 00:01:31,066 I wanted to keep it that way. 25 00:01:31,066 --> 00:01:35,066 But, whatever. I'm so not bothered. 26 00:01:35,586 --> 00:01:36,986 And as for me... 27 00:01:36,986 --> 00:01:38,506 Liam broke up with Amy 28 00:01:38,506 --> 00:01:41,466 and I forgave him for leaving me in the lurch.' 29 00:01:41,466 --> 00:01:45,466 'We never spoke about that kiss. 30 00:01:45,546 --> 00:01:49,546 It's great to be young and free and with no-one telling us what to do.' 31 00:01:51,146 --> 00:01:55,146 Does the Pope shit in his own hat and punch it? Punch what? 32 00:01:56,946 --> 00:02:00,546 - The hatful of shit. - What are you talking about? 33 00:02:00,546 --> 00:02:01,986 Oh, just give me the spliff. 34 00:02:01,986 --> 00:02:05,986 Rae! Rae! Get in the car. 35 00:02:06,226 --> 00:02:09,746 - Someone'll spot you! - Chill out, Archie boy! 36 00:02:09,746 --> 00:02:13,746 Who's going to spot me here? 37 00:02:21,026 --> 00:02:25,026 Oh, boy. 38 00:02:30,451 --> 00:02:34,251 Music: "One To Another" by The Charlatans 39 00:02:34,251 --> 00:02:35,971 I hear our day is coming 40 00:02:35,971 --> 00:02:38,691 Gets sweeter every year 41 00:02:38,691 --> 00:02:40,411 Tomorrow could be too easy 42 00:02:40,411 --> 00:02:42,811 And today's going to be too near 43 00:02:42,811 --> 00:02:45,451 Justice for believers 44 00:02:45,451 --> 00:02:47,411 And love can keep the faith 45 00:02:47,411 --> 00:02:49,811 I don't need you I can't buy you 46 00:02:49,811 --> 00:02:53,811 I can't hurt you... 47 00:02:53,812 --> 00:02:55,812 - synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com - 48 00:03:13,406 --> 00:03:15,886 Karim told me everything. 49 00:03:15,886 --> 00:03:17,766 You've been smoking pot. 50 00:03:17,766 --> 00:03:19,526 And don't even try and deny it 51 00:03:19,526 --> 00:03:22,686 because your eyes are bloodshot to buggery. 52 00:03:22,686 --> 00:03:25,446 So, what? You drink, there's no difference. 53 00:03:25,446 --> 00:03:29,446 Yeah, well, there is a difference. Pot is illegal and I'm not a child. 54 00:03:29,726 --> 00:03:32,166 - I'm not a child. - You're 16, Rae! 55 00:03:32,166 --> 00:03:35,246 You're not even allowed to buy alcohol, or drive, 56 00:03:35,246 --> 00:03:38,286 or purchase fireworks, or become an MP. 57 00:03:38,286 --> 00:03:42,086 I want you back by ten from now on. Every night. 58 00:03:42,086 --> 00:03:43,606 You can't put a curfew on me. 59 00:03:43,606 --> 00:03:45,006 It looks like I just did. 60 00:03:45,006 --> 00:03:48,526 Or do not want me to buy you food and give you lifts everywhere? 61 00:03:48,526 --> 00:03:52,166 You know, all the stuff you can't do because you're not an adult. 62 00:03:52,166 --> 00:03:55,126 - But... - Conversation over. 63 00:03:55,126 --> 00:03:57,326 RAE SIGHS 64 00:03:57,326 --> 00:04:01,326 And don't expect a lift to Chloe's party tomorrow. 65 00:04:07,246 --> 00:04:11,246 'I don't want a sodding lift! God, I am sick of being treated like a kid! 66 00:04:11,806 --> 00:04:15,806 I need to get out of this house. 67 00:04:15,806 --> 00:04:18,366 I didn't need my mum to get by. 68 00:04:18,366 --> 00:04:20,246 I'm 16, for God's sake. 69 00:04:20,246 --> 00:04:24,246 All I needed was the help of an old friend, Mr BMX Special.' 70 00:04:32,966 --> 00:04:36,966 'Sometimes, it's the small things in life that feel good... 71 00:04:37,726 --> 00:04:41,126 the sun on your face, the wind in your hair... 72 00:04:41,126 --> 00:04:45,126 Feels like freedom.' 73 00:04:50,366 --> 00:04:54,366 Argh! Bollocks! 74 00:05:02,926 --> 00:05:05,246 - Hello. - Hiya! 75 00:05:05,246 --> 00:05:08,246 - Happy birthday. - Thank you. 76 00:05:08,246 --> 00:05:11,606 What is it? 77 00:05:11,606 --> 00:05:15,046 Oh, Babe! Oh! 78 00:05:15,046 --> 00:05:17,406 Oh, it's like we're best mates or something(!) 79 00:05:17,406 --> 00:05:21,406 Oh, I wouldn't go that far. Thank you. It's lovely. Chloe? 80 00:05:21,566 --> 00:05:25,566 Thought maybe you'd like your present. 81 00:05:26,086 --> 00:05:30,046 There you go. Be careful. Are you ready? 82 00:05:30,046 --> 00:05:34,046 Go on, get on with it! 83 00:05:39,086 --> 00:05:42,406 Oh, my God! 84 00:05:42,406 --> 00:05:46,366 Oh, my God! Thank you! Thank you! 85 00:05:46,366 --> 00:05:47,846 'How was it that Chloe had a dad 86 00:05:47,846 --> 00:05:51,846 who treated her like she wasn't still in nappies? 87 00:05:52,406 --> 00:05:54,566 And all I had was... ' 88 00:05:54,566 --> 00:05:58,566 Whose is this bike? 89 00:06:05,246 --> 00:06:09,246 Simmie said something to Archie. Something mean. 90 00:06:09,846 --> 00:06:12,620 Chop, you play football with them, can't you say something? 91 00:06:12,621 --> 00:06:13,421 Yeah. 92 00:06:13,566 --> 00:06:17,566 Maybe he was just joking, like, you know, just messing around? 93 00:06:17,766 --> 00:06:21,766 Forget about it. It's fine. 94 00:06:23,286 --> 00:06:26,366 'Oh, God. No!' 95 00:06:26,366 --> 00:06:30,366 - You all right? - Yeah. 96 00:06:30,366 --> 00:06:33,846 - There we go. All right? All right? - Hiya. 97 00:06:33,846 --> 00:06:35,206 Do you want a drink, girl? 98 00:06:35,206 --> 00:06:37,126 'Girl? I thought I was a girl.' 99 00:06:37,126 --> 00:06:38,806 I'll have a Baileys and ice, please. 100 00:06:38,806 --> 00:06:40,766 'Look at her. 101 00:06:40,766 --> 00:06:42,246 Just because she's 24, 102 00:06:42,246 --> 00:06:45,646 she thinks she's more sophisticated than the rest of us, 103 00:06:45,646 --> 00:06:48,486 just because she drinks Bailey's.' 104 00:06:48,486 --> 00:06:50,846 - Rae, do you want another snakebite and black? - Yeah. 105 00:06:50,846 --> 00:06:53,646 No! 106 00:06:53,646 --> 00:06:56,846 No, I'll have a sherry, please. 107 00:06:56,846 --> 00:06:59,286 A sherry? OK. 108 00:06:59,286 --> 00:07:03,286 So, you're Rae? Finn has told me so much about you. 109 00:07:04,886 --> 00:07:08,886 - Back in a sec. - OK, little bug. 110 00:07:09,046 --> 00:07:12,446 'Little bug? What the fuck?! 111 00:07:12,446 --> 00:07:16,446 'I literally cannot watch this.' 112 00:07:18,366 --> 00:07:22,366 Oh, bollocks, I've just remembered I've got a thing with a pigeon. 113 00:07:25,086 --> 00:07:29,086 I mean... race. 114 00:07:29,526 --> 00:07:33,526 I've got to go. 115 00:07:33,766 --> 00:07:37,766 MUSIC: "Queer" by Garbage 116 00:07:39,926 --> 00:07:43,406 'Little bug? What does that even mean? 117 00:07:43,406 --> 00:07:45,526 So what if she was 24, beautiful, 118 00:07:45,526 --> 00:07:48,526 had her own flat, swanky job, her own car. 119 00:07:48,526 --> 00:07:50,246 I may as well be nine years old, 120 00:07:50,246 --> 00:07:53,686 sitting in a boy's bedroom playing computer games. 121 00:07:53,686 --> 00:07:56,606 I bet Olivia doesn't play computer games. 122 00:07:56,606 --> 00:07:59,886 She's far too busy being grown-up and seducing her man.' 123 00:07:59,886 --> 00:08:03,646 TV PLAYS "SONIC THE HEDGEHOG" THEME 124 00:08:03,646 --> 00:08:07,646 Whoa, there! What are you doing? 125 00:08:08,366 --> 00:08:12,366 - Did you not like it? - No, I liked it, but it's just... 126 00:08:14,006 --> 00:08:17,206 - I don't want a girlfriend. - Maybe I don't want a boyfriend. 127 00:08:17,206 --> 00:08:20,366 - HE LAUGHS - What? 128 00:08:20,366 --> 00:08:23,246 Are you hinting that we should have a casual relationship, Rae? 129 00:08:23,246 --> 00:08:24,526 Maybe. 130 00:08:24,526 --> 00:08:27,006 Do you not like me, or something? 131 00:08:27,006 --> 00:08:29,046 No, I like you, 132 00:08:29,046 --> 00:08:32,606 but you're not the type of person to have a casual relationship. 133 00:08:32,606 --> 00:08:36,406 - You're not ready for that. You're too... - Too what? 134 00:08:36,406 --> 00:08:38,086 ... young. 135 00:08:38,086 --> 00:08:39,606 Thanks(!) 136 00:08:39,606 --> 00:08:42,606 Young in terms of experience. 137 00:08:42,606 --> 00:08:45,286 Great. Fine. Thanks. 138 00:08:45,286 --> 00:08:49,286 'Sometimes I felt like the world was conspiring against me.' 139 00:08:49,326 --> 00:08:52,486 Rae? 140 00:08:52,486 --> 00:08:56,486 - What are you doing? - Nice wheels. 141 00:08:59,646 --> 00:09:03,646 CAR HORNS BEEP 142 00:09:05,636 --> 00:09:08,596 That's when I realised that my mum and Liam were right. 143 00:09:08,596 --> 00:09:12,596 I was a bloody kid... and it had to stop. 144 00:09:13,596 --> 00:09:16,196 Take this pink ribbon off my eyes... 145 00:09:16,196 --> 00:09:17,956 Anything pink had to go. 146 00:09:17,956 --> 00:09:20,676 Anything with glitter on it had to go. 147 00:09:20,676 --> 00:09:24,676 Anything that resembled a Troll or a fairy or a cartoon animal 148 00:09:25,516 --> 00:09:28,276 or had a heart on it, it had to go. 149 00:09:28,276 --> 00:09:32,276 This world is forcing me to hold your hand... 150 00:09:32,996 --> 00:09:36,876 I've been clearing out a load of old junk to make way for my new stuff. 151 00:09:36,876 --> 00:09:39,756 Any complaints can be made in writing 152 00:09:39,756 --> 00:09:43,756 and will be processed through the usual channels, AKA the dustbin. 153 00:09:48,316 --> 00:09:50,716 'So maybe it was going to take more than a sherry 154 00:09:50,716 --> 00:09:53,196 and a bin bag full of glitter pens and Trolls. 155 00:09:53,196 --> 00:09:56,756 I needed to find another way to show the world I WAS an adult, 156 00:09:56,756 --> 00:10:17,236 to show my mum I wasn't a kid any more.' 157 00:10:20,316 --> 00:10:24,316 TELEVISION PLAYS 158 00:10:27,976 --> 00:10:31,976 Is that Dad? 159 00:10:34,376 --> 00:10:38,376 Yeah, that's your dad. 160 00:10:40,176 --> 00:10:43,496 Does he live local? 161 00:10:43,496 --> 00:10:46,256 He lives in Lincolnshire, yeah. 162 00:10:46,256 --> 00:10:50,056 I want his address. 163 00:10:50,056 --> 00:10:51,816 No. 164 00:10:51,816 --> 00:10:54,496 - I want to write to him. - No, he... 165 00:10:54,496 --> 00:10:56,816 Mum... 166 00:10:56,816 --> 00:11:00,816 ... I'm 16. 167 00:11:02,296 --> 00:11:05,616 I'll think about it. 168 00:11:05,616 --> 00:11:09,616 'The funny thing was, I didn't even know if I would write to him. 169 00:11:10,056 --> 00:11:14,056 But maybe he'd treat me like an adult.' 170 00:11:16,296 --> 00:11:20,296 I've, um... I've got a scan on Monday. 171 00:11:20,896 --> 00:11:24,776 Karim's starting his evening shift so he can't come. 172 00:11:24,776 --> 00:11:28,056 I just want someone to be there. 173 00:11:28,056 --> 00:11:30,416 I don't feel very well. 174 00:11:30,416 --> 00:11:32,936 I'm just a little bit worried. 175 00:11:32,936 --> 00:11:34,536 Will you come with me? 176 00:11:34,536 --> 00:11:36,376 Yeah. 177 00:11:36,376 --> 00:11:40,376 'Course I will. 178 00:11:43,896 --> 00:11:47,416 SHE SIGHS 179 00:11:47,416 --> 00:11:50,016 I'm sorry, Rae, but you have to do an assessed performance 180 00:11:50,016 --> 00:11:51,256 or you won't pass this year. 181 00:11:51,256 --> 00:11:54,296 You either involve yourself in the choir project, 182 00:11:54,296 --> 00:11:56,056 or you can become a prostitute, 183 00:11:56,056 --> 00:11:58,776 in the boys' stage adaptation of Scarface. 184 00:11:58,776 --> 00:12:01,456 It's up to you. 185 00:12:01,456 --> 00:12:02,656 So I think a cappella. 186 00:12:02,656 --> 00:12:04,896 We've still not decided what song we're going to do. 187 00:12:04,896 --> 00:12:07,056 We could easily add another part in for you. No. 188 00:12:07,056 --> 00:12:09,736 No, I'll just, erm, print stuff off, make drinks... 189 00:12:09,736 --> 00:12:12,536 Chloe, listen to this. 190 00:12:12,536 --> 00:12:14,496 One, two, three... 191 00:12:14,496 --> 00:12:18,496 Stay with me 192 00:12:21,776 --> 00:12:25,776 Stay with me 193 00:12:26,416 --> 00:12:29,536 E-e-e-e-e. 194 00:12:29,536 --> 00:12:30,896 It's great. 195 00:12:30,896 --> 00:12:34,456 I mean, it needs a little bit of work, but it is great, isn't it? 196 00:12:34,456 --> 00:12:36,656 Yeah! 197 00:12:36,656 --> 00:12:39,496 Oh, by the way, I'm going to West Paddock Fair tonight with the boys, 198 00:12:39,496 --> 00:12:41,336 - if you fancy it. - "Boys"? 199 00:12:41,336 --> 00:12:43,336 Well... 200 00:12:43,336 --> 00:12:44,816 Men. 201 00:12:44,816 --> 00:12:46,216 No. 202 00:12:46,216 --> 00:12:48,656 No, I can't. I said I'd go with the gang, so... 203 00:12:48,656 --> 00:12:52,656 So, I saw you with your bite the other night and, well... 204 00:12:52,736 --> 00:12:54,216 Well, what? 205 00:12:54,216 --> 00:12:56,936 Chloe! 206 00:12:56,936 --> 00:12:59,856 MUSIC: "Dreamer" by Livin' Joy 207 00:12:59,856 --> 00:13:03,856 I'm a dreamer 208 00:13:11,736 --> 00:13:15,296 Love, life and laughter 209 00:13:15,296 --> 00:13:19,296 Is all I believe... 210 00:13:20,216 --> 00:13:22,456 All right, this is Ian. 211 00:13:22,456 --> 00:13:25,736 That's Ben, that's Joe, and this... 212 00:13:25,736 --> 00:13:29,736 This is Saul. 213 00:13:29,896 --> 00:13:32,896 You look nice. 214 00:13:32,896 --> 00:13:34,536 What? 215 00:13:34,536 --> 00:13:38,536 You look nice. 216 00:13:38,656 --> 00:13:41,976 - Thanks. - So Chloe says that you're a big muso. 217 00:13:41,976 --> 00:13:44,056 What, you like Led Zep? 218 00:13:44,056 --> 00:13:47,416 Does the Pope shit in a hat and punch it? 219 00:13:47,416 --> 00:13:48,936 He sure does. 220 00:13:48,936 --> 00:13:51,376 You're a pretty cool customer, aren't you? 221 00:13:51,376 --> 00:13:54,056 Oh, well, it has been said before. 222 00:13:54,056 --> 00:13:58,056 Yeah, I like that. 223 00:13:58,896 --> 00:14:02,176 It doesn't hurt that you're... very attractive. 224 00:14:02,176 --> 00:14:04,696 Hey, Rae, you coming? 225 00:14:04,696 --> 00:14:07,896 He's going to eat a kebab and then go on a gravity wheel. 226 00:14:07,896 --> 00:14:11,056 Nothing's going to happen, my guts are made of titanium. 227 00:14:11,056 --> 00:14:15,056 You can hang out with us, Rae, if you want. 228 00:14:19,376 --> 00:14:21,256 I'll catch you guys in a bit, yeah? 229 00:14:21,256 --> 00:14:25,256 I'm just going to keep an eye on Chloe. 230 00:14:30,776 --> 00:14:34,776 Am I a dreamer? 231 00:14:36,056 --> 00:14:39,136 Love, life and laughter 232 00:14:39,136 --> 00:14:42,816 Is all I believe 233 00:14:42,816 --> 00:14:46,136 My saviour is pure now 234 00:14:46,136 --> 00:14:50,136 Because my lonely heart would bleed... 235 00:14:56,776 --> 00:14:58,976 No. I'm not getting in that. 236 00:14:58,976 --> 00:15:02,976 Why not? He's fine... you're fine, Ian, aren't you? 237 00:15:04,976 --> 00:15:07,416 I can walk you if you want, Rae. 238 00:15:07,416 --> 00:15:11,416 That's cool, cos that sorts out the seating arrangements. Let's go. 239 00:15:11,696 --> 00:15:15,096 Chlo, what you doing? 240 00:15:15,096 --> 00:15:19,096 Don't sweat it. 241 00:15:19,256 --> 00:15:21,656 Shall we? 242 00:15:21,656 --> 00:15:25,656 OK. 243 00:15:32,136 --> 00:15:34,016 'The more pissed I got, 244 00:15:34,016 --> 00:15:35,176 the more I didn't care 245 00:15:35,176 --> 00:15:38,016 that Saul wasn't exactly the fittest lad in the world. 246 00:15:38,016 --> 00:15:40,616 He wanted to hear what I thought about stuff, 247 00:15:40,616 --> 00:15:41,856 important stuff.' 248 00:15:41,856 --> 00:15:45,856 - D'you smoke? - Obviously. 249 00:15:47,136 --> 00:15:50,016 All right, what do you say we just jump off here then? 250 00:15:50,016 --> 00:15:52,696 Just go to a bar or something? 251 00:15:52,696 --> 00:15:56,096 OK. But just one. 252 00:15:56,096 --> 00:15:59,256 - Yeah, just a nightcap. - One. 253 00:15:59,256 --> 00:16:03,256 One. 254 00:16:14,696 --> 00:16:17,816 There's something about staying up until the sun rises 255 00:16:17,816 --> 00:16:19,496 and the birds start cheeping 256 00:16:19,496 --> 00:16:21,536 that is beyond cool. 257 00:16:21,536 --> 00:16:24,976 It's freedom. 258 00:16:24,976 --> 00:16:26,616 Especially when you get back 259 00:16:26,616 --> 00:16:28,696 half an hour before your mum gets up, 260 00:16:28,696 --> 00:16:32,696 so she'll never find out. 261 00:16:36,216 --> 00:16:40,216 - Ooh. - Where the bloody hell have you been?! 262 00:16:43,976 --> 00:16:46,096 Been out with friends. 263 00:16:46,096 --> 00:16:49,256 Friends? 264 00:16:49,256 --> 00:16:51,216 It's six o'clock in the morning. 265 00:16:51,216 --> 00:16:53,336 I've rung everyone. 266 00:16:53,336 --> 00:16:57,256 Chloe, Archie, Izzy, I've even rung the hospital. 267 00:16:57,256 --> 00:16:59,696 Look, I'm sorry, all right? 268 00:16:59,696 --> 00:17:02,136 No, no, no, it's not fuckin' all right! 269 00:17:02,136 --> 00:17:05,176 Why didn't you call me? 270 00:17:05,176 --> 00:17:09,176 Why do you never think about anybody apart from yourself? 271 00:17:09,336 --> 00:17:12,016 Chill out. 272 00:17:12,016 --> 00:17:15,176 There is no need to curse at me. 273 00:17:15,176 --> 00:17:18,496 I've said I'm sorry. I'm 16. 274 00:17:18,496 --> 00:17:21,016 I can do what I want. 275 00:17:21,016 --> 00:17:22,496 Oh, right, yeah, yeah. 276 00:17:22,496 --> 00:17:25,296 You're 16, you can do what you want now, make your own decisions, 277 00:17:25,296 --> 00:17:28,576 like staying out till six o'clock on a Thursday night. 278 00:17:28,576 --> 00:17:30,376 Whatever. 279 00:17:30,376 --> 00:17:34,376 Don't "whatever" me. Don't you EVER "whatever" me. 280 00:17:35,016 --> 00:17:38,416 I'm pregnant, in case you hadn't noticed. 281 00:17:38,416 --> 00:17:40,896 I feel horrible! 282 00:17:40,896 --> 00:17:44,896 I haven't slept all night. 283 00:17:46,176 --> 00:17:50,176 If you want to behave like that, feel free to move out. 284 00:17:51,536 --> 00:17:53,976 No, I mean it. 285 00:17:53,976 --> 00:17:57,976 You never know, maybe your dad'll let you live with him. 286 00:17:58,856 --> 00:18:02,856 In fact, you know what... 287 00:18:10,296 --> 00:18:12,936 Here. 288 00:18:12,936 --> 00:18:16,936 You want to write to him, write to him. 289 00:18:17,096 --> 00:18:19,776 Do me a favour, move in with him. 290 00:18:19,776 --> 00:18:22,136 I've done my shift. 291 00:18:22,136 --> 00:18:24,416 What did you just say to me? 292 00:18:24,416 --> 00:18:26,856 You heard me crystal-clear, love. 293 00:18:26,856 --> 00:18:30,016 I don't want my baby growing up around someone like you. 294 00:18:30,016 --> 00:18:34,016 Fuck you. 295 00:18:58,056 --> 00:18:59,336 I knew I'd messed up, 296 00:18:59,336 --> 00:19:03,296 but there was no way my mum should've spoken to me like that. 297 00:19:03,296 --> 00:19:06,256 I bet my dad would never treat me like this. 298 00:19:06,256 --> 00:19:10,256 And it looks like I was about to be replaced anyway. 299 00:19:16,936 --> 00:19:19,696 "Dear Dad... " 300 00:19:19,696 --> 00:19:23,016 Problem was that I knew nothing about him. 301 00:19:23,016 --> 00:19:25,296 I couldn't even imagine him reading it. 302 00:19:25,296 --> 00:19:27,136 "Dear Victor... 303 00:19:27,136 --> 00:19:30,856 just wanted to get in touch and say hi... 304 00:19:30,856 --> 00:19:34,856 and here's my address. 305 00:19:34,896 --> 00:19:37,416 Hope to hear from you. 306 00:19:37,416 --> 00:19:41,416 All the best, Rae." 307 00:19:42,136 --> 00:19:44,296 Usually when I get a hangover like this 308 00:19:44,296 --> 00:19:47,336 I get the demons whispering into my ears, 309 00:19:47,336 --> 00:19:49,216 but today it was the opposite, 310 00:19:49,216 --> 00:19:52,536 things were more clear now than they'd ever been. 311 00:19:52,536 --> 00:19:55,336 I was waiting for people to treat me like an adult, 312 00:19:55,336 --> 00:19:58,456 so it was time to make adult decisions. 313 00:19:58,456 --> 00:20:01,896 If I was a front-porch swing Would you let me hang? 314 00:20:01,896 --> 00:20:05,896 If I was a dance floor Would you shake your thing? 315 00:20:06,896 --> 00:20:10,896 If I was a rubber cheque Would you let me bounce... ? 316 00:20:13,016 --> 00:20:17,016 SHE KNOCKS AT DOOR 317 00:20:17,176 --> 00:20:21,176 'This was such a bad idea.' 318 00:20:22,216 --> 00:20:26,216 Can I help you? 319 00:20:27,376 --> 00:20:29,096 I, erm... 320 00:20:29,096 --> 00:20:33,016 Hello. 321 00:20:33,016 --> 00:20:37,016 Hiya. 322 00:20:40,216 --> 00:20:44,616 Rachel. 323 00:20:50,606 --> 00:20:53,086 I like your lamp. 324 00:20:53,086 --> 00:20:54,846 Oh, thanks. 325 00:20:54,846 --> 00:20:57,046 I work in antiques. 326 00:20:57,046 --> 00:21:01,046 It's, erm, '20s Art Deco. 327 00:21:02,486 --> 00:21:06,288 - Do you want to borrow anything? - Oh, I don't have a record player. 328 00:21:06,289 --> 00:21:07,289 What? 329 00:21:07,446 --> 00:21:09,846 You've got to have a record player! 330 00:21:09,846 --> 00:21:12,646 I mean, the sound quality is just pfff! 331 00:21:12,646 --> 00:21:16,646 I'll ask for one for my birthday but I doubt I'll get it. 332 00:21:18,086 --> 00:21:22,086 When... when is your birthday? 333 00:21:22,326 --> 00:21:26,326 Three weeks. 334 00:21:29,966 --> 00:21:33,526 Look, this is so, erm... 335 00:21:33,526 --> 00:21:37,526 - I don't know, I should have rung. - Are you angry with me? 336 00:21:42,206 --> 00:21:45,606 Just wanted to come and see you, 337 00:21:45,606 --> 00:21:49,606 meet you. 338 00:21:51,286 --> 00:21:55,286 If you need anything, just say it. 339 00:21:55,846 --> 00:21:59,846 Well, you could give me a lift home after this brew. 340 00:22:02,686 --> 00:22:05,766 Got a good group of friends? 341 00:22:05,766 --> 00:22:07,406 Yeah. 342 00:22:07,406 --> 00:22:09,446 The best! 343 00:22:09,446 --> 00:22:11,726 So, what do you get up to? 344 00:22:11,726 --> 00:22:15,086 - Go to the pub, drive around. - What, you drive? 345 00:22:15,086 --> 00:22:17,286 No, I'm 16. 346 00:22:17,286 --> 00:22:20,286 But your birthday's coming up soon, you want to get in lots of practice. 347 00:22:20,286 --> 00:22:22,286 Make sure you pass your test first time. 348 00:22:22,286 --> 00:22:26,166 Nar, my mum would never take me out. 349 00:22:26,166 --> 00:22:28,646 Oh... 350 00:22:28,646 --> 00:22:32,646 - Right! - What? 351 00:22:33,246 --> 00:22:37,246 - What? - You'll see. 352 00:22:37,806 --> 00:22:41,806 Trust me, you'll love it. 353 00:22:43,046 --> 00:22:47,046 - Oh, my God! It's going to explode! - Press a little lighter, slowly. 354 00:22:47,686 --> 00:22:49,326 Go on. 355 00:22:49,326 --> 00:22:50,846 There you go, you're off! 356 00:22:50,846 --> 00:22:52,326 Go on, Mrs Mansell. 357 00:22:52,326 --> 00:22:54,206 I'm driving, I'm actually driving! 358 00:22:54,206 --> 00:22:58,206 THEY LAUGH 359 00:22:59,486 --> 00:23:03,486 Can we go really fast? 360 00:23:07,046 --> 00:23:11,046 So, what next? 361 00:23:14,966 --> 00:23:18,966 I am angry at you... 362 00:23:19,326 --> 00:23:23,286 ... really angry. 363 00:23:23,286 --> 00:23:25,526 Me and your mum... 364 00:23:25,526 --> 00:23:29,526 if you can think of the worst matched couple in the world, that was us. 365 00:23:29,526 --> 00:23:32,166 - Look, you don't have to... - No, I do. 366 00:23:32,166 --> 00:23:36,166 I wanted to get in touch with you, I thought about you... 367 00:23:37,846 --> 00:23:41,846 ... but I felt... I was ashamed of myself. 368 00:23:46,126 --> 00:23:50,126 Now, look, I'm not the person you think I am. 369 00:23:51,446 --> 00:23:55,446 And I can prove it. 370 00:23:58,086 --> 00:24:00,806 No. 371 00:24:00,806 --> 00:24:04,806 If you want to stay in touch, then you ring me. 372 00:24:05,926 --> 00:24:09,926 Call before five, my mum's at work. 373 00:24:10,006 --> 00:24:11,566 I will. 374 00:24:11,566 --> 00:24:15,566 Yeah, well, we'll see won't we? 375 00:24:15,886 --> 00:24:19,886 See you. 376 00:24:23,246 --> 00:24:26,886 I knew that he probably wouldn't ring but I could handle it! 377 00:24:26,886 --> 00:24:29,446 I could handle all the men in my life! 378 00:24:29,446 --> 00:24:31,086 You look lively! 379 00:24:31,086 --> 00:24:35,086 - I had a late night, I was out with someone. - With who? 380 00:24:35,686 --> 00:24:37,726 Just someone. 381 00:24:37,726 --> 00:24:39,806 He's 23, you won't know him. 382 00:24:39,806 --> 00:24:41,526 Does he have a name? 383 00:24:41,526 --> 00:24:45,526 No, he wasn't christened when he was born, it's a terrible shame for him. 384 00:24:46,686 --> 00:24:50,686 Look, I've been thinking about our conversation the other day. 385 00:24:52,126 --> 00:24:56,126 - If you're cool with casual, then I am. - Right. 386 00:24:57,566 --> 00:24:59,086 So, how about it? 387 00:24:59,086 --> 00:25:01,686 Why don't you come over tomorrow? 388 00:25:01,686 --> 00:25:03,966 We can hang out, as it were. 389 00:25:03,966 --> 00:25:06,486 I'm busy tomorrow, 390 00:25:06,486 --> 00:25:09,006 I've got a party in Uffington. 391 00:25:09,006 --> 00:25:11,286 With, erm, the nameless man? 392 00:25:11,286 --> 00:25:15,286 He'll probably be there, yeah. 393 00:25:16,046 --> 00:25:20,046 Cool, well... have a good time. 394 00:25:21,366 --> 00:25:25,366 Thanks. 395 00:25:26,286 --> 00:25:29,446 I wasn't lying to Liam, Saul had invited me 396 00:25:29,446 --> 00:25:32,086 and Chloe to some random guy's party. 397 00:25:32,086 --> 00:25:33,846 That was my life now. 398 00:25:33,846 --> 00:25:36,726 I didn't know where I'd be from one day to the next 399 00:25:36,726 --> 00:25:40,726 and I also had two men interested in whistling through my wheat field. 400 00:25:41,246 --> 00:25:45,246 - I was, obviously, doing something right. - DOORBELL RINGS 401 00:25:50,086 --> 00:25:53,326 Me and Olivia split up. 402 00:25:53,326 --> 00:25:57,326 Yes! In your face, Miss Baileys and ice! 403 00:25:59,966 --> 00:26:03,966 Sorry, mate. 404 00:26:04,246 --> 00:26:07,126 I guess, we just weren't right for each other. 405 00:26:07,126 --> 00:26:11,126 - She had a mortgage. - I don't even have an overdraft, for fuck's sake! 406 00:26:13,006 --> 00:26:17,006 Is there anything I can do? 407 00:26:20,366 --> 00:26:22,926 It's not just... 408 00:26:22,926 --> 00:26:24,966 What? 409 00:26:24,966 --> 00:26:28,966 I'm not just down about breaking up with Olivia, 410 00:26:29,486 --> 00:26:32,326 I'm miserable in general. 411 00:26:32,326 --> 00:26:34,966 I don't enjoy college, I never have. 412 00:26:34,966 --> 00:26:37,526 I'm only there because everybody else is. 413 00:26:37,526 --> 00:26:40,806 So, what are you going to do? 414 00:26:40,806 --> 00:26:44,046 My uncle's got this scaffolding company in Leeds. 415 00:26:44,046 --> 00:26:47,126 He said I could go up there and work with him. 416 00:26:47,126 --> 00:26:51,126 It's not exactly the dream but... 417 00:26:51,686 --> 00:26:55,686 Well, we've got to leave college at some point. 418 00:26:57,286 --> 00:27:01,286 Got to grow up, eventually, haven't we? 419 00:27:03,006 --> 00:27:07,006 So, you'd have to move? 420 00:27:08,606 --> 00:27:11,006 That's what I'm saying. 421 00:27:11,006 --> 00:27:15,006 I'm thinking about moving away. 422 00:27:18,926 --> 00:27:22,926 Cos I've got no other reason to stay. 423 00:27:23,326 --> 00:27:27,326 Have I? 424 00:27:32,886 --> 00:27:34,686 Oh, shit! 425 00:27:34,686 --> 00:27:38,286 I've got to go, I've got to be in Uffington for seven. 426 00:27:38,286 --> 00:27:42,166 Right. 427 00:27:42,166 --> 00:27:48,166 We'll chat more about this later, yeah? To be continued... 428 00:27:50,486 --> 00:27:52,526 To be continued. 429 00:27:52,526 --> 00:27:56,526 MUSIC: "On and On" by Longpins 430 00:27:56,566 --> 00:28:00,566 And I wish you didn't need me. 431 00:28:10,286 --> 00:28:13,606 This is how adults did it. 432 00:28:13,606 --> 00:28:17,246 No parents, 433 00:28:17,246 --> 00:28:21,206 no curfews, 434 00:28:21,206 --> 00:28:25,206 no rules. 435 00:28:28,006 --> 00:28:32,006 Rae, I knew you'd make it! 436 00:28:32,366 --> 00:28:34,246 Told you she'd be here. 437 00:28:34,246 --> 00:28:36,446 Saul was getting all worried. 438 00:28:36,446 --> 00:28:40,446 There she is, look, dirty stop out! You all right, Rae? 439 00:28:42,926 --> 00:28:46,086 Yeah, I'm pretty all right. 440 00:28:46,086 --> 00:28:49,046 Come on then, people, let's fucking have! 441 00:28:49,046 --> 00:28:50,326 Woo-ooh! 442 00:28:50,326 --> 00:28:52,486 MUSIC: "Gangsta's Paradise" by Coolio Ft. LV 443 00:28:52,486 --> 00:28:55,366 As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death 444 00:28:55,366 --> 00:28:58,566 I take a look at my life and realise there's nothing left 445 00:28:58,566 --> 00:29:01,166 Cos I've been blasting and laughing so long, 446 00:29:01,166 --> 00:29:04,286 That even my mama thinks that my mind is gone 447 00:29:04,286 --> 00:29:07,446 But I ain't never crossed a man that didn't deserve it 448 00:29:07,446 --> 00:29:10,886 Me be treated like a punk, you know that's unheard of 449 00:29:10,886 --> 00:29:13,766 You better watch how you're talking and where you're walking 450 00:29:13,766 --> 00:29:16,486 Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk 451 00:29:16,486 --> 00:29:19,606 I really hate to trip but I gotta loc 452 00:29:19,606 --> 00:29:22,766 As they croak, I see myself in the pistol smoke, fool 453 00:29:22,766 --> 00:29:26,766 I'm the kinda G the little homies wanna be like. 454 00:29:26,766 --> 00:29:30,766 MUSIC: "A Girl Like You" by Edwyn Collins 455 00:29:42,046 --> 00:29:46,046 I've never known a girl like you before 456 00:29:46,406 --> 00:29:50,006 CHEERING 457 00:29:50,006 --> 00:29:54,006 Now just like in a song from days of yore 458 00:29:56,806 --> 00:30:00,806 Here you come, knocking, knocking at my door 459 00:30:04,766 --> 00:30:08,766 Never met a girl like you before! 460 00:30:34,166 --> 00:30:37,726 Jesus! 461 00:30:37,726 --> 00:30:41,726 You scared me. 462 00:30:45,086 --> 00:30:48,286 You've got a sexy ass! 463 00:30:48,286 --> 00:30:50,806 Has anyone ever told you that? 464 00:30:50,806 --> 00:30:52,166 Yeah... 465 00:30:52,166 --> 00:30:53,726 I get it all the time. 466 00:30:53,726 --> 00:30:55,726 12, 13 times a day... 467 00:30:55,726 --> 00:30:59,726 I'm sick of hearing it, to be honest! 468 00:31:00,846 --> 00:31:02,766 Hey! 469 00:31:02,766 --> 00:31:06,566 - Right... - I knew it, fleshy. 470 00:31:06,566 --> 00:31:10,566 God, I've always wanted a piece of a larger lady! 471 00:31:10,566 --> 00:31:14,566 Why don't you go and get us some drinks or something? 472 00:31:15,086 --> 00:31:17,966 I don't want a drink, I just want to drink you. 473 00:31:17,966 --> 00:31:21,966 Oh, smooth. 474 00:31:23,806 --> 00:31:27,046 Stop it! I don't feel good. 475 00:31:27,046 --> 00:31:31,046 Saul, get off me! You're hurting me! 476 00:31:38,126 --> 00:31:42,126 Don't pretend like you don't love it. 477 00:31:42,206 --> 00:31:44,206 You should be loving it, 478 00:31:44,206 --> 00:31:48,206 it's not like you've got guys banging the door down, is it? 479 00:31:50,606 --> 00:31:54,606 Look how hard I am for you! 480 00:31:56,166 --> 00:32:00,166 Eh? Cos you know what you're doing to me, don't you? 481 00:32:00,606 --> 00:32:03,806 Stop being so frigid! 482 00:32:03,806 --> 00:32:07,406 Just touch me... a little. 483 00:32:07,406 --> 00:32:11,406 Come on, we don't have to do anything serious... just touch me. 484 00:32:11,686 --> 00:32:15,686 - No, no, please. - Why not, I can't... 485 00:32:22,606 --> 00:32:24,846 If you put another finger on me, 486 00:32:24,846 --> 00:32:28,846 I will scream this fucking house down, I swear to God! 487 00:32:34,726 --> 00:32:38,726 Chlo! 488 00:32:39,366 --> 00:32:43,366 Chloe! 489 00:32:48,086 --> 00:32:51,726 Chloe! 490 00:32:51,726 --> 00:32:54,126 - Come on, Chloe, we've got to go! - Why? 491 00:32:54,126 --> 00:32:56,486 Saul just tried it on with me in the toilet. 492 00:32:56,486 --> 00:32:58,366 That's what happened. 493 00:32:58,366 --> 00:33:01,126 Chloe, I said I didn't want to and then I had to run out, 494 00:33:01,126 --> 00:33:02,446 it was horrible! 495 00:33:02,446 --> 00:33:05,566 - Will you please just get your things? - Rae, are you deaf? I'm fine. 496 00:33:05,566 --> 00:33:09,246 - I'm not coming. - Listen to your friend, Rae. 497 00:33:09,246 --> 00:33:13,246 Chloe, please, I'm not feeling good. 498 00:33:16,726 --> 00:33:20,726 Fine! 499 00:33:24,206 --> 00:33:26,246 Rae... 500 00:33:26,246 --> 00:33:27,966 Can I come in? 501 00:33:27,966 --> 00:33:31,966 Yeah, yeah, of course. 502 00:33:35,606 --> 00:33:38,806 So, what's going on? 503 00:33:38,806 --> 00:33:42,686 I was in the neighbourhood. 504 00:33:42,686 --> 00:33:46,686 Well, I was 20 minutes away. 505 00:33:48,046 --> 00:33:52,046 I was at a party and this guy came on pretty strong. 506 00:33:52,406 --> 00:33:54,606 Did anything happen? 507 00:33:54,606 --> 00:33:57,966 No. 508 00:33:57,966 --> 00:34:01,966 No, it was fine... I got out of there. 509 00:34:02,806 --> 00:34:04,566 But Chloe's still there. 510 00:34:04,566 --> 00:34:06,446 Is she in trouble? 511 00:34:06,446 --> 00:34:10,446 No, erm, no, no-one's in trouble. 512 00:34:11,766 --> 00:34:15,246 It was just horrible! 513 00:34:15,246 --> 00:34:19,246 - I'm just fed up feeling horrible! - Is everything all right? 514 00:34:22,206 --> 00:34:25,406 Rae, this is Carrie. 515 00:34:25,406 --> 00:34:28,806 Hiya. 516 00:34:28,806 --> 00:34:32,806 I'll just leave you to it. 517 00:34:34,846 --> 00:34:37,286 Well, she seems nice. 518 00:34:37,286 --> 00:34:40,406 Yeah. 519 00:34:40,406 --> 00:34:44,406 Look, erm, why don't we call your mum and get her to pick you up. 520 00:34:45,726 --> 00:34:49,726 Yeah? And we can talk about this next week, when you come in. 521 00:35:32,126 --> 00:35:35,526 I'm sorry! 522 00:35:35,526 --> 00:35:39,526 I know I messed up, I won't do it again. 523 00:35:42,566 --> 00:35:46,566 Please don't be angry with me. 524 00:35:49,046 --> 00:35:51,786 Are we still on for the scan on Monday? 525 00:36:10,186 --> 00:36:11,386 Rae. 526 00:36:14,946 --> 00:36:18,946 - Archie, what's going on? - Where were you last night? 527 00:36:19,866 --> 00:36:21,226 SHE EXHALES 528 00:36:21,226 --> 00:36:24,326 Uffington. 529 00:36:26,306 --> 00:36:28,026 What's happened? 530 00:36:28,026 --> 00:36:31,786 Kicked off. Big time. 531 00:36:31,786 --> 00:36:33,666 I knew it was going to be one of those nights 532 00:36:33,666 --> 00:36:35,106 because it was a full moon. 533 00:36:35,106 --> 00:36:37,506 You know how people go crazy on a full moon? 534 00:36:37,506 --> 00:36:41,506 ANIMAL HOWLS 535 00:36:52,306 --> 00:36:55,866 It was the only time we've ever kissed. 536 00:36:55,866 --> 00:36:57,946 I didn't even mean it. 537 00:36:57,946 --> 00:37:01,946 - Chop's going to be so upset. - Don't tell him. It was a one-off. Great. 538 00:37:03,146 --> 00:37:07,146 - Yo, yo! All right, babe. - I'm just going to the loo. 539 00:37:07,866 --> 00:37:10,746 So, we having it tonight or what? 540 00:37:10,746 --> 00:37:14,746 Fucking Amy, I'm going to start with a cigarette. Who fancies a fag? 541 00:37:17,666 --> 00:37:20,346 Chop, fag? 542 00:37:20,346 --> 00:37:23,746 - No? - Yeah, I'll have one. Archie? 543 00:37:26,626 --> 00:37:28,146 Fag? 544 00:37:28,146 --> 00:37:29,626 Go fuck yourself. 545 00:37:29,626 --> 00:37:32,746 What was that for? 546 00:37:32,746 --> 00:37:36,746 I was only asking if you wanted a poof. 547 00:37:37,146 --> 00:37:39,866 You know what the worst thing is about this? 548 00:37:39,866 --> 00:37:43,866 It's not you two fucking twats. 549 00:37:44,546 --> 00:37:45,866 It's you. 550 00:37:45,866 --> 00:37:48,186 You're supposed to be my mate and you're sitting there 551 00:37:48,186 --> 00:37:52,186 with your thumb up your ass while they take the piss out of me. 552 00:37:53,586 --> 00:37:57,386 Archie, wait. 553 00:37:57,386 --> 00:38:00,066 You're a fucking coward. 554 00:38:00,066 --> 00:38:04,066 You deserve everything you get. 555 00:38:04,626 --> 00:38:08,626 - He did get everything he deserved. - So has she told him about the kiss? 556 00:38:08,746 --> 00:38:11,306 No. 557 00:38:11,306 --> 00:38:15,306 She couldn't do it. So she just broke up with him. 558 00:38:17,826 --> 00:38:21,826 Wow. That was awful. OK, we need to sort everything out tonight. 559 00:38:23,346 --> 00:38:25,826 - We need to get the gang together. - What gang? 560 00:38:25,826 --> 00:38:29,826 It's not a gang any more, Rae. 561 00:38:37,306 --> 00:38:41,306 PHONE RINGS 562 00:38:45,506 --> 00:38:48,298 - Hello. - I was worried your mum might answer. 563 00:38:48,299 --> 00:38:51,159 It's Victor. It's your dad. 564 00:38:54,426 --> 00:38:57,666 Our group has to perform a couple of groups a cappella. 565 00:38:57,666 --> 00:39:00,106 The thing is no-one knows what they're doing. 566 00:39:00,106 --> 00:39:04,106 - And we haven't even decided on which songs. - You should take charge. 567 00:39:04,506 --> 00:39:08,506 - No. I'm only there because no other group will have me. - You know music. 568 00:39:10,186 --> 00:39:14,186 If anyone can save it, you can. 569 00:39:16,546 --> 00:39:17,423 Possible? 570 00:39:17,424 --> 00:39:19,637 - You're asking me? - I'm asking you. 571 00:39:20,906 --> 00:39:24,106 No. Look... 572 00:39:24,106 --> 00:39:25,426 I've got something for you. 573 00:39:25,426 --> 00:39:29,426 It's a sort of early birthday present. 574 00:39:40,426 --> 00:39:44,426 - What? - I kind of owe you 16 birthday presents. 575 00:39:46,666 --> 00:39:48,386 I love it. 576 00:39:48,386 --> 00:39:50,706 Thank you. 577 00:39:50,706 --> 00:39:51,866 'And there it was. 578 00:39:51,866 --> 00:39:55,866 Better than a party, better than car, better than anything.' 579 00:39:58,146 --> 00:40:00,306 Why don't we make this a regular thing? 580 00:40:00,306 --> 00:40:04,066 You know, every Saturday afternoon or something? 581 00:40:04,066 --> 00:40:07,386 - Yeah, I'd like that. - And you know you can call me any time. 582 00:40:07,386 --> 00:40:08,986 I mean that. 583 00:40:08,986 --> 00:40:12,986 And then maybe we can work up to telling your mum. 584 00:40:15,386 --> 00:40:19,386 God. Your mum is the most difficult woman in the world to live with. 585 00:40:22,986 --> 00:40:25,146 What about the quiz shows? 586 00:40:25,146 --> 00:40:29,146 She never was the brightest. She always was a bit thick. 587 00:40:29,346 --> 00:40:33,186 I'm sorry. I'm not being mean. 588 00:40:33,186 --> 00:40:37,186 It's just that she does like some stupid things. Doesn't she? 589 00:40:38,386 --> 00:40:42,386 She's a bit dumb sometimes, I guess. 590 00:40:44,666 --> 00:40:47,186 Right, let's find a song for your show. 591 00:40:47,186 --> 00:40:48,906 He's a poor boy 592 00:40:48,906 --> 00:40:51,426 Empty as a pocket 593 00:40:51,426 --> 00:40:54,506 Empty with a pocket with nothing to lose 594 00:40:54,506 --> 00:40:56,466 Sing ta na na Ta na na 595 00:40:56,466 --> 00:40:58,026 Ta na na na na 596 00:40:58,026 --> 00:41:02,026 She's got diamonds on the soles of her shoes. 597 00:41:02,546 --> 00:41:05,866 The songs you chose were mint. Why weren't you singing at the concert? 598 00:41:05,866 --> 00:41:09,426 I told you. I'm just standing in until Chloe gets back. 599 00:41:09,426 --> 00:41:12,706 That is if Chloe bothers turning up. 600 00:41:12,706 --> 00:41:16,706 Well, speak of the devil. 601 00:41:17,826 --> 00:41:21,306 Sorry I'm late. 602 00:41:21,306 --> 00:41:23,026 - What's wrong with you? - What? 603 00:41:23,026 --> 00:41:25,386 Aside from the fact that you turn up to rehearsals late 604 00:41:25,386 --> 00:41:27,386 when your performance is in five days. 605 00:41:27,386 --> 00:41:30,266 Or is it the fact that you let me down at the party? 606 00:41:30,266 --> 00:41:32,266 You left me stranded. 607 00:41:32,266 --> 00:41:34,866 - I was in trouble and you did nothing. - Babe, I didn't realise. 608 00:41:34,866 --> 00:41:36,226 I was drunk. 609 00:41:36,226 --> 00:41:38,386 I really need to talk to you about something. 610 00:41:38,386 --> 00:41:40,346 Why can't you think of anyone but yourself? 611 00:41:40,346 --> 00:41:43,946 You're supposed to be my best mate, Chloe, and you don't give a shit. 612 00:41:43,946 --> 00:41:45,666 I'm not your mum, Rae. 613 00:41:45,666 --> 00:41:49,266 - I can't look after you all the time. - What's that supposed to mean? 614 00:41:49,266 --> 00:41:52,146 You're fragile. You need constant management. 615 00:41:52,146 --> 00:41:54,666 It's not my fault you act like a kid. 616 00:41:54,666 --> 00:41:55,900 It's not my fault you're frigid. 617 00:41:55,901 --> 00:41:57,810 - Did Saul say that? - Yeah, he did. 618 00:41:59,266 --> 00:42:01,586 And it's true. 619 00:42:01,586 --> 00:42:03,986 Look what happened with you and Finn. 620 00:42:03,986 --> 00:42:07,986 Don't you ever, ever talk about me and Finn. 621 00:42:08,706 --> 00:42:12,706 - You stay away from me. - I didn't mean it. 622 00:42:14,146 --> 00:42:15,186 Frigid. 623 00:42:15,186 --> 00:42:17,946 Frigid. 624 00:42:17,946 --> 00:42:20,946 'I couldn't let Chloe be right. 625 00:42:20,946 --> 00:42:24,946 I'm not a kid and I'm not frigid. 626 00:42:25,506 --> 00:42:27,626 Finn wanted to tell me something the other day 627 00:42:27,626 --> 00:42:29,386 and now I wanted to hear it. 628 00:42:29,386 --> 00:42:33,386 It was time to go and get him.' 629 00:42:33,466 --> 00:42:37,466 I would have given you all of my heart 630 00:42:38,826 --> 00:42:42,826 But there's someone who's torn it apart 631 00:42:42,986 --> 00:42:46,986 And he's taking almost all that I've got... 632 00:42:48,386 --> 00:42:52,306 'I wasn't a girl any more. I could handle it.' 633 00:42:52,306 --> 00:42:56,306 - Mr Nelson, is Finn at home? - He's gone to Leeds. He left this morning. 634 00:42:57,986 --> 00:43:00,186 Oh, he's gone. 635 00:43:00,186 --> 00:43:01,926 He's going to come back to visit in a few weeks, maybe. 636 00:43:01,927 --> 00:43:03,517 When he's settled. 637 00:43:05,346 --> 00:43:06,386 Thanks. 638 00:43:06,386 --> 00:43:10,026 The first cut is the deepest 639 00:43:10,026 --> 00:43:14,026 But when it comes to being lucky, he's cursed 640 00:43:14,946 --> 00:43:18,946 When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst 641 00:43:20,066 --> 00:43:23,946 But when it comes to being lucky first 642 00:43:23,946 --> 00:43:26,146 That's how I know... 643 00:43:26,146 --> 00:43:27,826 Hi, this is Vic. 644 00:43:27,826 --> 00:43:30,266 If you're calling for Artisan Antiques our working 645 00:43:30,266 --> 00:43:32,386 hours are 9-5... 646 00:43:32,386 --> 00:43:36,386 The first cut is the deepest 647 00:43:39,266 --> 00:43:42,146 I still want you by my side 648 00:43:42,146 --> 00:43:46,146 Just to help me dry the tears... 649 00:43:46,786 --> 00:43:49,106 Rae. 650 00:43:49,106 --> 00:43:52,066 - Can I come in? - What's happened? 651 00:43:52,066 --> 00:43:54,186 Nothing. 652 00:43:54,186 --> 00:43:58,186 Then no, Rae, you can't just come around whenever you want. 653 00:44:00,826 --> 00:44:04,826 I'm sorry. It's just not appropriate. 654 00:44:04,866 --> 00:44:08,866 We'll talk about it at our next session. 655 00:44:11,426 --> 00:44:12,906 Good night, Rae. 656 00:44:12,906 --> 00:44:16,906 The first cut is the deepest 657 00:44:17,146 --> 00:44:21,146 But when it comes to being lucky, he's cursed 658 00:44:21,666 --> 00:44:25,666 When it comes to lovin' me, he's worst... 659 00:44:25,906 --> 00:44:27,066 Let's have some fun. 660 00:44:27,066 --> 00:44:31,066 But when it comes to being lucky first 661 00:44:31,466 --> 00:44:33,186 That's how I know 662 00:44:33,186 --> 00:44:36,226 The first cut is the deepest 663 00:44:36,226 --> 00:44:39,186 Baby, I know... 664 00:44:39,186 --> 00:44:41,666 What are you doing? 665 00:44:41,666 --> 00:44:45,666 Don't take your clothes off. Neither of us are oil paintings, are we? 666 00:44:46,866 --> 00:44:50,866 It's probably best if we just kept our clothes on. 667 00:44:53,226 --> 00:44:56,626 Is that OK? 668 00:44:56,626 --> 00:45:00,626 Yeah. 669 00:45:07,146 --> 00:45:10,826 Ah, the first cut is the deepest 670 00:45:10,826 --> 00:45:12,706 Yes, it is 671 00:45:12,706 --> 00:45:16,706 But when it comes to being lucky he's cursed 672 00:45:17,426 --> 00:45:20,546 When it comes to being loved... 673 00:45:20,546 --> 00:45:21,846 That was great, thanks. 674 00:45:30,186 --> 00:45:33,786 The first cut is the deepest. 675 00:45:40,546 --> 00:45:41,446 SHE SIGHS 676 00:45:46,866 --> 00:45:47,766 SHE SIGHS 677 00:45:58,946 --> 00:46:01,946 I have always found it easier 678 00:46:01,946 --> 00:46:04,746 To skirt around it 679 00:46:04,746 --> 00:46:07,106 Careful of the stitches 680 00:46:07,106 --> 00:46:10,346 Insisted there was more than this 681 00:46:10,346 --> 00:46:12,906 And I lost myself 682 00:46:12,906 --> 00:46:15,666 I cannot speak 683 00:46:15,666 --> 00:46:18,866 To live by myself 684 00:46:18,866 --> 00:46:22,066 I'm far too weak 685 00:46:22,066 --> 00:46:25,166 I have lost myself and I cannot sleep 686 00:46:28,626 --> 00:46:32,226 To live by myself I am far too... 687 00:46:32,627 --> 00:46:37,627 - synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com - 688 00:46:37,677 --> 00:46:42,227 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0